I have an unhealthy obsession with showers. I hate the feeling of feeling dirty, idk if it’s actually unhealthy or not but whateves…Life is going pretty good for me right now and I like where I’m heading. I have found motivation in the little things that have kept me going for the big changes in my life that are yet to come. Good changes too. All is well, I’m happy. But I’ve been wondering a lot about you lately…I miss you. I miss everything about you, but that’s pretty much it honestly. I miss what you used to be. I’m over you, but I just miss the old you and I think that’s the worst. It’s like you miss someone that has passed away, knowing you can’t do anything about it because that person is gone. It’s exactly how I feel, in an odd way. It kind of sucks to see that someone you thought you wouldn’t be able to live without at one point in your life doesn’t care about you anymore. I see you now and it upsets me to see your life going down the drain. You used to be so different, so much ambition and goals that you used to have and now it’s nothing. It’s all gone. You’re a different person now and I wish I could help you realize what great of a person and how capable of anything you really are. No matter how many times you’ve fallen, no matter how many times you’ve hurt me in the past, part of me just won’t let you go because I know the real you and I know the person you are now is not you at your full potential. I hope you remember me, maybe not now but someday and I hope you realize how great of a person you really are. You may never read this, but it’s enough for me to write about it. I still care about you.